Why are you such a condescending prick 80 percent of the time?

Who the fuck am I kidding. This girl means the world to me. She is perfect in every way. She’s amazing. She loves me as much as I love her and that is a good feeling. I’d do anything for her. I found what it felt to REALLY love again… it feels good.

I don’t even know what this is. One day I love it. The next I don’t. I just want to be happy but once I do be happy, I don’t find happiness.

Something just isn’t right. Things aren’t what they used to be. I thought this was what I wanted. As I grew out of the funk I was in, I realized its not what I want at all.