I’ve never been the guy that ditches friends for girls.. never. So why does it ALWAYS happen to me?! Like for fuck sakes, I forgot that I existed. I think I am just gonna sit by myself in a hole for the rest of my life.

The Beginning

So I don’t really know exactly why I am starting this blog. My cousin Kevin suffers from severe depression, as do I. Everyday, he writes a new post on his blog just talking about his mental illness and just how he is feeling. I feel like this is a good way for me to just express how I feel as well. I don’t know if I will post pictures or anything, but I know it would be good to just talk about how I’m feeling.

Today, I went to school. We talked about Marketing all day. I find it really hard to take notes. I was never good at taking notes in high school so there is no surprise that I would be good at notes now. It’s interesting. I like the discussion part, but that’s a given considering I could talk my head off. I really like the class but the problem is, I don’t know if it’s going to help where I want to go. I want to be a TV or Radio personality and so sometimes I don’t even know if I should be here. Regardless, I am really enjoying it. The problem is I feel like day to day is the same old stuff. I wake up, go to lougheed station, skytrain to school, attend class, skytrain back to lougheed, bus home. Repeat. EVERY. DAY. I’m just hoping it’s worth it in the long run.

Overall, I feel like I am going to write here every day. It’s a good stress reliever and if anything did happen to me, I guess people could see what I thought everyday.